I'm lost

by Puppy 10:54 PM 0 nhận xét chửi feel ghét nhảm tửng

It's getting tiring and tiring every single day. I've been jobless and lost lately since I came back from the UK. I just don't know what to do for now as everything I tried to pursuit so far always ends up being a mess. It has been 2 months now, and I haven't got any good news so far. I wonder when can my life actually change for the better?

These moment starts to make me question my whole life purpose as I felt like I was wrong to make that decision of leaving a good job here in VN to go to study in UK for two years. It was one of a hell ride full of difficulties and incidents (mainly adapting to new life and people). I learnt new things, of course, but somehow I think it wasn't worth abandoning everything to go to a place that isn't willing to accept you. And now when I'm back here, I just feel lost, without any sense of direction. All the doors are blocked in front of my life. I can't find a proper jobs, I can't get a proper date, my standards are just plain weird. I feel annoyed with everything around me.

I'm honestly lost, I just can't find any light at the end of this tunnel. All I ask was just finding the happiness I deserve. But is it really that difficult to obtain?


I just hope all the faith I have now with me, will finally come true. People says "Keep your faith, and good things will follow". Please god, don't let me go astray from your will... please help me keep this faith...